I screamed your name at the world last night
the sky was clear, the stars were bright
It was so fucking cold, but I didn’t care
My breath was cloudy, I just laid there
My head was throbbing, my fingers were stiff
My mind was on you and how much I miss
your voice.
      your name across my lips.


I sat in the middle of the road last night
I cried so hard, I’m losing this fight
I cursed and yelled,
I’ve lost my mind.

I was looking for you, but all I could find was
your picture.
   my thoughts inside my head.
You’re in my heart but it feels so dead
Someone played the guitar, he was playing brand new

the sound haunted me.     

and i thought of

you.



Our insignificant lives are such a fucking mess
I’m not thinking straight
How did we get like this?

why do the best things never last?


god, I miss you.